Anger and love

I think I've never hated someone like this in my whole life so far.I'm shivering and my chest is almost exploding from my heartbeat...

How can someone be so cruel, trying to mess up other people's friendship because they can't face their own mistakes? She doesn't even see what she's done wrong. Now she's spamming my best friend with messages telling her I'm backstabbing, lying and a bad friend. But this wasn't even about me, it was about her. But not one time she mentioned that she really made mistakes, not once did she apologize (not that this would make a difference to me now), thinking she is the victim.

I can't say how happy I am that my best friend is by my side. She truly is one of the best things that ever happened in my life. Without her I wouldn't even know Xin. She has always been there for me, even in times when we were angry about each other.
And each hard time we went through together, let us become a little closer. And now I think our friendship has reached a point where we don't have to be afraid of telling each other everything, no, we can trust each other blindly. It doesn't matter when I move to another city this year - she always will be my best friend! Nothing will ever be between us again!
I am very thankful for that.

And I will do my best to be a better friend, too.

P.S: My oral exam wasn't today, it'll be next Tuesday! Phew!

2 photos of me and personal stuff

Today we picked up our new car and on Friday we can finally drive it kk. So excited!

Cannot take photos tho because it has been raining all day. :/

Today I had to study because tomorrow is supposed to be my first oral exam. They officially start next week but mine should be tomorrow. Problem: They said "Just look on our website, the exact date will be there!" but I looked and it doesn't say anything about my exam!

I will go to school tomorrow and ask when it is, but I actually hope it will be next week haha. We'll see. >_<

Yesterday I already blogged about someone who is seriously annoying me at the moment and today I'm even angrier. Turns out this person talked behind the backs of my my friend. I already supposed this would happen, but I'm still very angry. Especially after saying "I would NEVER talk shit about my friends!"

I lol'ed.

Anyway~ Here are two new photos of me if you haven't seen them already. :)

The second photo looks veeeeery edited because of the crazy filter, haha but I like the effect! :D

I try to look more ulzzang-ish at the moment, because it's more natural.

I don't know how ulzzang a white girl can look, but I try my best. >_<

And even if it's not exactly ulzzang-looking I like this look very much for myself! ^^

Well... I'm gonna call my best friend and continue studying, see you! <3

Angry right now!

I'm really angry today, because some guys in my class are really annoying and mean. I don't care anymore if they talk shit about me, but recently they started to make jokes about my Chinese husband, and they don't stop.

It hurts so much when they make their nasty jokes, because Xin is the last person who deserves it! And most Chinese people I met are really nice and would never say things like that. And why, WHY are you saying these dumb things about the man I love? You say it's fun, but to me it's not. I have to deal with this too often! Why are people so intolerant and respectless?

By the way, real men would never hurt girls, no matter if they like them or not. I hate "men" like you, you are nothing but disgusting. My husband is taller than you, more handsome than you, earns more money than you, is smarter than you, and he is open-minded. I should feel pity for you, because you are so bitter and will spend your life without seeing foreign cultures and meeting different people, because you are too closed-minded to accept and respect others.


I am happily married and traveled to the other side of the world. So what did you reach in life so far?

Can't wait to move to another town where people are more tolerant. It's really difficult where I live. Foreigners in China are treated so nice, and here? I never liked white men to be my boyfriend, so what? Why is it so unbelievable that my husband is Chinese? To me, there is no one more handsome and better than him. Is that so hard to understand?

I don't hate German guys, I just mean I never wanted to date one! Plus I'm really angry right now. Fortunately I'll go to the doctor tomorrow and will stay home for the rest of this week!